2002-05-20 @ 11:48 p.m.
random venting.
i think i'm going to ask deneb to take pictures of me tomorrow afternoon. i don't have enough pictures of me, and the only pictures i DO have of me are "cat looking at the camera smiling and pretending to be happy" kind of pictures...and i hate those. but deneb won't make me take those lameass kind of pictures, so it's all good.but i have to make up a lot of work for geography tomorrow afternoon. wa.
and now i'm going to vent.
what about, you ask?
about how much i suck.
well, not exactly. more like about how much everyone else sucks because they don't like me.
melissa and i were talking earlier, and she said that guys are intimidated by me because i don't take shit from people. and i'm not about to start taking shit from people just so that i can get a boyfriend. no. that's not cool.
sometimes i can't help but think that maybe if i was skinnier, or something, that i'd get more attention.
maybe it's dumb. maybe i'm dumb. but oh well, i can't help what i think.
all i'm asking for is attention. is that so much?
(and as an end note, i always leave out one "t" when i type "attention" now...i have to go back and fix them. damn.)
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