if you just hold on for one more second
just hold on to what you have
if you'll just hold on, just hold on
you will wake up tomorrow

2002-06-29 - the sunburn is worth it.
2002-06-27 - fuck you, dad.
2002-06-27 - compelled to move across the country
2002-06-27 - just a few mention-worthy things.
2002-06-26 - the day of indecisiveness
2002-06-25 - no one hit on me today.
2002-06-25 - like nicorette gum.
2002-06-24 - "i'm trying to enjoy my childhood, why don't you scamper off and do the same?"
2002-06-24 - so alone i'm drowning now...
2002-06-23 - um, yes, i WOULD like to see the country i'm originally from, please.
2002-06-23 - the most uneventful sunday afternoon in history.
2002-06-23 - who, me? lonely? oh, never.
2002-06-22 - summer is SO uneventful.
2002-06-22 - discovering the rawsome-ness that is AD.
2002-06-21 - the friday five and more.
2002-06-21 - go drink some hateraid, bitch!
2002-06-21 - being a slut who can't get any is FUN!!
2002-06-21 - i could write a song about how much this sucks.
2002-06-21 - it was fun...if by "fun" i mean "intensely ridiculous", and i do.
2002-06-20 - me and my damned song lyrics.
2002-06-20 - it's been a cruel summer...are those even the right words?
2002-06-20 - i'm just on a fucking lyrical kick tonight.
2002-06-20 - bleeding heart
2002-06-20 - oh, great, ANOTHER entry about those damn guys?
2002-06-19 - what's another word for obsession?
2002-06-19 - i thought that you'd be here by now...
2002-06-19 - i feel quite productive...even if it IS only to keep my mind of of him.
2002-06-17 - it won't rain all the time...
2002-06-17 - and the question of the day is...
2002-06-16 - slightly bruised and broken...
2002-06-16 - a random bunch of wa-ness.
2002-06-16 - song lyrics
2002-06-16 - it's all only slightly confusing and heart-wrenching.
2002-06-14 - wow, so the rumours are true.
2002-06-14 - lucky
2002-06-13 - epiphany
2002-06-12 - i'd better watch my ego before it inflates to be as large as taylor hanson's ego.
2002-06-12 - somewhere out there
2002-06-11 - why do i have a sudden urge to clean?
2002-06-11 - WA. just...WA.
2002-06-10 - the longest entry ever in any diary about a road trip.
2002-06-09 - hopefully a crazy mad whack road trip.
2002-06-08 - i get to go to houston tomorrow, that is fun.
2002-06-08 - something vague and lost
2002-06-07 - city lights take the place of stars in your eyes
2002-06-07 - she's always buzzing just like neon, neon...
2002-06-07 - you have to step up and do your part, too.
2002-06-07 - the world is falling around me, and i'm too fucking weak to catch it.
2002-06-06 - i don't feel like dancing.
2002-06-05 - and the night's in a paper cup, when you want it to last...
2002-06-05 - i feel so...
2002-06-05 - the extremely pointless and humorous entry in which lissa and i exchange harsh words.
2002-06-03 - nicotine good. no nicotine bad.
2002-06-03 - home sweet home
2002-06-02 - why i am sad to leave but thrilled to get home.
2002-06-01 - why aren't our graduations all sorts of cool like that?

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