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if you just hold on for one more second
just hold on to what you have
if you'll just hold on, just hold on
you will wake up tomorrow |
2003-06-12 @ 2:55 p.m.
what the world needs now is love, sweet love.
somehow i spent almost all of my graduation money. i do not know the meaning of a budget. i'll be able to afford o-con, and then i'll HAVE to get a fucking job. not that i haven't been looking, but i just haven't gotten any responses quite yet. but god, have i been trying.you know what i like? being curvy. i hate people who are so skinny that it looks like you should shove hamburgers down their throats all damn day. i don't have to be skinny to be pretty. sure, i'd LIKE to be skinnier, but i don't want to weigh 90 pounds or anything. i'm just not built that way. i've got other things that make me worth loving. you don't have to be skinny to be worth loving. i happen to think that i'm very pretty. i have pretty eyes. i have pretty hair. i've been told that i have a cute smile. and i know i'm very talented - i can write. i can sing (durr, i'm trying out for american idol). i can act. so there. and thank you to kimmie for this wonderful little rant that i went on. i'm fixing to go to the mall with kimmie and jenie again. we're going to watch the crazy asian kids play DDR again. it's a spectator sport, really. *lol* and on one last note, why is it that carmen rasmusen SUCKS? i'm listening to the american idol season 2 cd, and she doesn't sing with any emotion. wow, let's just sing the words that are in front of me without meaning any of it, shall we? durr.
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these arms remain stretched out to you
maybe someday you'll accept them
or maybe it's too late to save
a young girl's heart that's long stopped beating |